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Alex Foowrote:
Reign in all the earth, reign in all the earth, Jesus!
Jan. 25
melissa jane leewrote:
hey it's great to see God working in your life Alex. I'm truly encouraged
Jan. 6
melissa jane leewrote:
add me...sorry haha
Sept. 18
Alex Foowrote:
When you think you're no longer a successor but a loser, a failure, a nobody that no one can understand you, here, cross your finger and pray to the God. God knows all about you.
June 14
Alex Foowrote:
Quote of the Day
生命不在于我，所以我会更珍惜自己的生命
June 1
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June 27 While You're Sleeping- Casting Crowns Oh little town of Bethlehem Looks like another silent night Law exam is brutal LOL, I saw it somewhere in the web, the law exam is brutal. Truly it is, so far for all the subjects I've attempted, law seems to be a hard-to-tackle one whereby you have to first read up all things within the scope, understand it, memorise and vomit the full name of the case law, followed by its fact and legal principles laid down, its judgement, and relating it to problem question, tackling intelligently by giving justification on statutory law applied, and last, a conclusion expression your opinion on the fairness and importance and the limitation of law, whether it's enforcable or otherwise. Yawn... I just had my saturday class from 8 to 3.30pm. The weather is considerably and unexpectably good, but not the malay canteen. I saw a trend, it is that the canteen (with 3 stalls, 2 chinese and 1 malay) stalls will take turn to serve the students for Saturday. And, well, this is my 3rd Saturday having lunch at school, so basically I could say that I've "tasted" the food of all 3 stalls. Guess what, today's a bit extraordinary. No chinese stall, owning.... So my friends and I are FORCED to eat malay food. A glance over the foods signifies something: everything is spicy. Well, at least the last 2 dishes are not spicy. There were fried fish, and fried fish with cuka sup (dunno call wat xD) And, unexpectably I had my fish except its head part (practically I chose fish and vege and plain rice that's all), and it's not enough! I was starving mentally so I ordered milo for RM0.90, yes that's cheap, and it's really kaw, or sweet should I say. Quite attentive in class, though I answered most of the key questions wrongly. I do not know why I just can't concentrate normally like others do. My mind wanders very quickly: what should I eat later. Well, I have two alternatives. Panic or pray. I seldom pray in class and what prayer means to me is to bow my head, close my eyes, cross my fingers, and talk to God. Somehow I was and am reminded that God is always there for me to pray. Somebody asked me if I could pray for money for them. How if God really gives it, and they would say it's just a coincidence? Or if God really gives it, will they really turn from their wickness and self-righteousness and face their creator and worship Him? Remember, money is the root of all evil. For the wages of sin is death. And what else, God is a consuming fire. I couldn't keep telling them that God is all loving and all merciful, forgiving and justice. The truth shall not be disclosed partially, it must be made in full! Gluckstein v Barnes proves it. Ok, much truth I could tell. Don't forget that I'm also as new as you as a believer of Christ. Though I do not have my childhood spent in church, His grace told me to do even more great thing right now. Somehow I didn't take Jesus Christ (or religion if you like to pronoun it) on granted. I need Jesus, because He promised me the way of life, the life of abundance, and the life after death. I would be a fool like 17 years before, if I disclaim and ignore and existence of God. How far could I go with fame and popularity and achievement and wellness? If I were to repeat it, saying: life is not about you. Would you be offended? Whether or not, law exam is brutal. So does God's law and standard. Amen. June 21 Competency EmpowermentBombastic title I learned at church, empowered competence. This post would be a little bit different, in fact I'm trying to summarise recent important events happened around me. First, I just knew that the 3rd sunday of June is Father's Day. It proves that I never have the intention to put that little effort in remembering the event. I am somewhat regret of my ignorant behavior back to these days. Second, my brother opened a bread shop and "should" be going well this far. It is the 11th day of the bread shop, and I guess I could get myself some blueberry muffins when I go back again for trimester holiday in October. Third, Local University's applicants had their status approved. Few of my best friends are going to KL for an undecided course (well they didn't tell me what they kena so... xD). Others to Johor, Perlis. Very soon, my hometown will be crowded by new generations, with new worldly sophisticated fashions and patterns which I might not like at the moment and the time to come. I am deciding to pay a visit to my secondary school in this coming holiday. Anyway, everything is yet to be confirmed. Only God will know whether my plan works, or not. Forth, good news. I'm getting healthier day by day. Prayer works real well, that's all I can say. I do not know how my God works, but in bible verse Ephesians it says God will work in marvelous ways through us, more than we can ask and imagine. Wonderful is my God's personality. Glory is His name, Power is in His hand. Until today, I still believe that He is in control, though there are fightings everywhere, rapes, pandemic diseases, africans having no food and necessity, the illiterate unfortunate, the anti-Christ, the Atheist, the self-righteous, the happy-go-lucky's, the evolutions, too many. In the same way, I saw His mercy, grace, truth, word that gives life, encouragement, hope, faith, glory that shines through the deepest corner of the earth, love that fills the void of my heart, guardian of my soul, guide of my heart, savior who comes to save, thanksgiving everywhere, prayers' meeting, worships, cell groups fellowships, evangelists around the world, with different denominations bearing the name of Jesus Christ, pastors shepherding the children of God, volunteers to aiding AIDS and Malaria diseases in Afrika and third world country, christian bands and concerts, song writer, healer, what's more... He is coming again! Too much to tell about God's love. I looked at the wall, focusing on the paper pasted on it. Traces on the paper are the encouragement and expression of my brothers and sisters about me. I am deeply encouraged by their writing. One of it sounds: "Hi brother, your testimony really touch many people. Thank You!" Thank you too, because of it I am still believing and bearing the cross. Empowerment comes from the Holy Spirit, by faith I believe. June 17 Majesty- HillsongHere I am, humbled by Your majesty, covered by Your grace so free So Here I am knowing I'm a sinful man covered by the blood of the lamb And now I've found the greatest love of all is mine since You laid down Your life the greatest sacrifice Majesty, majesty Your grace has found me just as I am empty handed but alive in Your hands We're Singing~ Majesty, majesty Forever I am changed by Your love in the presence of Your majesty Majesty.. Here I Stand humbled by the love that Your give forgiven so that I can forgive So Here I stand knowing that I'm Your desire sanctified* by glory and fire And now I've found The greatest love of all is mine since You laid down Your life the perfect sacrifice.. June 16 I'm deeply depressed Tell me Lord, how much it is, cost of following Jesus. My heart is burdened, I felt a strong separation from the world, my unsaved friends, my loved ones... You draw them near to me, but they discouraged me again and again. How many times again do I need to be told that you're always there when I am tired, when I am depressed, when I am down with every sick things around me. Is the truth so hard to believe? I TELL YOU THAT YOU WILL NOT LOSE ANYTHING BY JUST PUTTING FAITH IN JESUS! YOU STILL CAN GO ON WITH YOUR LIFE, JUST FAITH ALONE AND YOU CAN BE SAVED! Self-righteousness has killed both my friends and me right now. I'm tempted to angry. I don't mean it, and I don't want to show you all my anger because of my passion towards Jesus. Jesus told me that if I ask you to believe in Him and He wants you to be saved and He wants you to come along with me when we go to heaven, isn't it good? How long again you want to indulge in things that you yourself know that's lust, can't last, and it's stupid! Doing it over and over and over again, so waht? If you don't want to be responsible of your life, NO ONE CAN! I will still preach no matter what. I am commanded to love. That's why I come, and in the same way I will go back because of His love. I'm deeply depressed. |
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